Lemming's Insane Ranting

It seems so easy to confess but when faced with the real situation, I find my heart heavy with hesitation.

As if my life wasn't complicated enough... one reaches the age where you've got so many balls up in the air you wonder if you're even juggling balls or ticking bombs...

One gets wiser as you grow older definately but with that extra wisdom comes the cache of burden or extra pinch of salt that makes life just a little bit more interesting. Some might even go on to say what is life without the pepper?

Aunt left me with the following advice -

Do what you feel is right and what makes you happy. When you are happy, others will be happy for you too.

I wonder if there's a word to describe how you're quite sure what direction you want to take yet am not sure if it's the serenditipus choice. Most akin to having one foot out the door but the other foot is not quite on solid ground and your instinct is just to make that leap of faith...